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Chapter 1 May '93 to Mar '02  Chapter 10 Nov '05 to Feb '06
   
Chapter 2 April '02 to Feb '03  Chapter 11 March '06 to April '06 
   
Chapter 3 Mar '03 to Jan '04 Chapter 12 May '06 to May '06
   
Chapter 4 Feb '04 to Aug '04 Chapter 13 June '06 to July '06 
   
Chapter 5 Sept '04 to Nov '04 Chapter 14 Aug '06 - Aug '06
   
Chapter 6 Dec '04 to Jan '05 Chapter 15 Sept '06 - Sept '06
   
Chapter 7 Feb '05 to April '05 Chapter 16 Oct '06 - Nov '06
   
Chapter 8 May '05 to July '05 Chapter 17 Dec '06 - Feb '07
   
Chapter 9 Aug '05 to Oct '05 Chapter 18 Mar '06 - April '07
   

NOVEMBER 1st '05*Callback: "Tostitos" @ Deborah Kurtz Casting. YES!! The audition was fun and I felt a little connection with the director. On the way out one of the other actors in my group said that he knew that it was already cast. I don't know why he said that, but he seemed convinced of it. I didn't let it get me down though, I'm still gonna hope for the best. Those Tostitos tasted really great. I could eat those all day on set…..well not all day……..well yeah, all day.

NOVEMBER 2nd '05*Busy day on tap, three auditions.  This is the way I like it....until I get burned out and I’m screaming to get the ^&%* out of LA for a bit, which I feel happening at the moment.  I definitely have a bit of a love/hate relationship with this city.  Maybe “love/hate” is a bit strong, how about “love and “why the ^&* can’t I park there!!!” relationship.  Don't get me wrong LA has been great to me, but sometimes I just want something a bit slower paced.

 

I have it pretty good as it is, spending about 6+ weeks a year at home on the East Coast.  There are some things that could change my perspective like........and........yeah those things would be an interesting addition.

 

Audition: "Wal-Mart" @ Joe Blake Casting.  This goes well and I think I'm right for it.

 

Audition: "The George Lopez Show" @ Zane/Pillsbury Casting.  This the 3rd time in the last 3 weeks that I have read for this casting office.  I haven't booked yet, but I think I am doing my job right.  I just have to stay on the course of doing good work and the rest will work out......right?

The character is a guy who is about to get married and he's getting some counseling about it.  Ha!  Sounds like my life!  Moving right along….......The audition went well.  They gave me a little redirect and I felt like I gave them what they asked for.

 

Tonight I'm conducted an orientation for another group of actors from Actor's Connection in New York.  They are in LA testing the market.  This was a nice, spirited session.  At times I felt like a street preacher.  I love to talk about things that I'm passionate about and I'm really passionate about business.  Not just show business, any kind of business.

 

Audition: "Aftershock" @ Pemrick/Fronk Casting.  Okay, I was late getting to this audition because I was talking to the New York group.  I don't usually have appointments at 7:50pm, but I'm thankful.  I've been trying to get into this casting office for years.  They cast tons of independent films.  It was a little weird because even though a lot of people were in the waiting room I was taken in immediately because they paired me up with another actor   I hadn't even taken my jacket off yet when I was brought in the room.

 

The other actor wanted to talk about another project we had worked on together.  It was great to see him, but I didn't want to talk about it right then in front of the Producer, Director and Casting director.  So that started off a little weird, but I think I recovered and got back on track.  When I came out of the room I ran into a dear friend of mine which was a really nice surprise. 

 

 Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I have a new theatrical agent.  Well not exactly a new agent, but an additional agent at my theatrical agency.  Her name is Caleigh and I already like her.  She is young and energetic and even knew who I was when I walked in her office.  I know that if my existing agents brought her on board she must have her stuff together.  Caleigh was brought in because one of the partners, Josh Schiowitz, is relocating back to the New York office.


NOVEMBER 3rd ‘05*I found out from the casting associate that the role I went in on for “Boston Legal” was cut from the script.  That was good to hear.  Now I know at least one reason why I didn’t book it.  Hopefully, they will bring me back in very soon for something else.


NOVEMBER 5th ‘05*Today I went to see Casting legend Sheila Manning and Breakdowns Service mastermind Gary Marsh speak about commercial casting.  Let me tell, it’s incredible how things have changed since I arrived in LA 7 years ago.  Sheila said that she hasn’t used a VHS tape in months.  Normally she would put audition on a VHS tape and have to FedEx it to New York, but now all of the sessions are uploaded to a virtual network.  The client, ad agency, director, etc. can literally watch the auditions within minutes anywhere they have an internet connection.  Crazy, it happens so fast. 

 

The sessions was quite informative and I will definitely use the tips they gave to give me more of a chance to book commercials.  I need all the help I can get!!  Matter of fact, I might take Craig Colvin’s Commercial course to brush up on my skills.

NOVEMBER 7th '05*Audition: “GE” @ TLC/Loree Booth Casting.  It’s always a pleasure to audition here and anywhere else for that matter, but this office doesn’t usually do callbacks so I always feel like I’m really close.  Gotta think positive!

FINALLY she's here!!! I became an uncle for the 5th time yesterday. Nikita Fuller was welcomed into the world @ 6:30am in Prague, Czech Republic. My brother, Tommy, has been living there for the last 5 years. I went for a visit in 2003 and it sounds like I need to plan another trip soon. The proud parents will hopefully visit the US in the Spring.

While running on the treadmill this morning (trying to maintain my girlish-figure!! I do live in LA!) I thought about how fortunate I am. I mean things are really good for me. Sure, there are some elements of my life that could be better, but I am definitely on the right path. Let me tell you, I know firsthand, what it's like to "not" feel like I'm on the right path and it can be challenging.

Yeah, I'd like to have parking, more in my savings account, buy a condo or house, get married, have children, become a better performer, finish my script, book more substantial roles in TV/Film/Commercials and Stage, learn how to ride Motocross better, do more consulting, be a better boyfriend(during the times when I am one), have a relationship with my father, get my oil changed in my car and two tires, etc.  But I gotta tell ya, I am moving forward in almost everything I just listed and that is a great feeling.  Step-by-step baby!!!


NOVEMBER 8th '05*Audition: "KFC" @ Ross Lacy Casting.  I am so overdue at this casting office that I won't even talk about it, actually I am overdue in a lot of casting offices.

I got my first call today from my new theatrical agent, Caleigh.  She was going to submit me for a series regular role that required a sketch and stand-up background.  She called to see if I had that background, unfortunately I don’t, but it was great to talk to her.  She is so energetic that it’s catchy; I am really looking forward to working with her.

NOVEMBER 9th '05*What a day today!  I was driving around like a madman, but I got it all done.  Three auditions, plus a dentist appointment and a workshop.  I'm beat...and it feels good.

Audition: "Kellogg's" @ Ross Lacy Casting. I auditioned here just yesterday and this one went well.                      

Audition: "TGIF" @ Kathy Knowles Casting.  I felt good about this one too.  Actually, really good, I felt like my partner and I gave them something different.  For better or worse!

Audition/Producers: "Boston Legal" @ Valko/Miller Casting. Cool, that didn’t take long to get back in this office. I was there just two weeks ago.  I did my thing, so we’ll see what happens…..if anything.


NOVEMBER 10th ‘05*Callback/Avail: “KFC” @ Ross Lacy Casting. YES!! This is for the spot I went in for on Tuesday. The audition was really funny. It was a take off of “The Jerry Springer Show”. I had a great time during the original audition. I told them “I just came to get my ‘Jerry Beads’”. “JERRY!, JERRY! JERRY!”

 

Well, the callback went great….I think.  The director said it was funny and allof the rest of ther crestice team laughed.  When I signed in I saw that they are having another round of callbacks tomorrow/Friday for the food.  I guess they want to see how the actors interact with the chicken.  I can tell you that I interact with chicken really good.  So I guess they will see who they like from the callbacks and then bring them back for another look.  I hope I get another callback.

I ran into my friend Margaret Easley at the callback.  Actually we auditioned together at the first audition.  I met Margaret while doing a "US Postal Service" commercial several years ago.  Although I see her on TV more than I do in person I think she is just a great person.  I am always more inspired after talking to her.  This time the topic of discussion was buying a condo or house.  This is something I am a little bit obsessed about these days.  I think buying property will make my relationship with Los Angeles a much better one.  So I am trying to get things together (credit, savings, etc.) to make that a reality.  Plus, I think the housing market is going to burst in the near future.  At least I hope.

Audition: "Eve" @ Powell/Melcher Casting.  Ewww…this one goes ok.  I think I made the character a little too charactery.  Maybe I was more sketch-like and less mutli-camera comedic.  Gotta work on that.


NOVEMBER 11th ‘05*Well, I have to assume they moved on without me for the “KFC” spot.  Dag!  BUT I also didn’t get a release from my avail, which I usually get.  So maybe I’m still in the running…..I won’t hold my breath though.  NEXT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I got some great news from a friend, she booked her first national commercial for “Comcast”.  I am particularly tickled because a year or so ago she wanted to take a commercial course with a teacher around town.  I had no problem with that particular teacher, but I thought Craig Colvin would be a better choice because he is a working casting director who is on the pulse of what is happening in the industry.  I actually went to his office, spoke to him directly and passed on the brochure to her……..and to her credit she acted on the information.  She learned alot from the course and gained much more confidence.  Through mailings she had some meetings with commercial agents but they passed on her.  Around this time Craig started calling her directly for auditions.  I think she got callbacks on 2 of the first 4 and booked the 4th one.  It was a non-union spot so she didn’t have to join SAG just yet(she’s SAG-Eligible).  She approached one of the reputable agencies that previously passed on her and they were eager to sign her since she had just booked. 

 

Well months passed and that reputable agency did very, very, very, very little to help her in ANY way, BUT Craig Colvin kept calling her whenever he could for both union and non-union commercials.  This is the first SAG commercial she has booked.  It just shows the many ways to move forward in this career.  Have a great shoot and I hope you make a ton of money on it!

 

NOVEMBER 14th ‘05*I am conducting a “Power Lunch” at Actorsite today.  I am not really sure what the format is, but I assume it will be a bunch actors discussing ideas of how to make it happen.  Maybe I can find some tips too!!!! 


NOVEMBER 15th ‘05*Today marks 3 years since losing my mother to cancer.  I did pretty well in moving forward with it, better than last year and MUCH better than the year before.  The only trouble spot was someone who I know meant well, but sorta forced me to think of it in a bad way.  THAT was troubling for me to say the least.  I’m not out of the woods yet, her birthday is next week so I’ll probably shed a tear or two at some point.  I miss her dearly. 

 

Audition/Tape: “The Office” @ Allison Jones Casting.  This goes well.  Allison even commented that she thinks she got my photo from my own drop-off.  I like hearing that.  Of course I would like to book it, I felt great in the room and feel that Allison and her associate Dorian Frankel will bring me back in for other stuff.

 

A last minute call comes in from Janine Sugawara @ Nancy Nayor Casting asking if I can be a reader this afternoon.  Of course I said yes.  I’d met Janine and Joanne Bloom from that office at Actorsite and volunteered to be a reader.  Actually, it’s for Natasha Cuba and Kelly Wagner working in conjunction with Nancy Nayor Casting – I think.  Anyway, the film is called “Shroom”.  Yeah, like psychedelic mushrooms.  It’s a horror film directed by Irishman Paddy Breathnach.  It was a lot of fun, Natasha and Paddy seem to be really happy to have me there and surprised I was so prepared.  She introduced me to Kelly Wagner and they requested photos from me for their files. 

 

I always say that being a reader is unbelievably educational and I’ll say it again.  This was a great thing for me.  If you get a chance to do it – do it. 

 

NOVEMBER 16th ‘05*Audition: “Criminal Minds” @ April Webster Casting for Scott David. Scott called me directly for this on my cell phone.  Funny because I was at the dentist and I thought I’d put my phone on silent, but actually it was vibrate – thankfully.  He tried my agent, but it was lunch time.  So if I hadn’t answered he probably wouldn’t have left a message and moved on to the next person the he could actually talk to.  I wouldn’t have been able to return the call because it came up as “UNKNOWN ID”.  I guess the lesson in that for me is to realize that if my phone is on silent I may miss an opportunity because I definitely think I would have missed this one. 

 

Anyway, it was a last minute reporter role added to the script.  This is what I’ve been trying to accomplish – getting what I call “in casting directors’ mouth” meaning that if they are putting together a session to go straight to producers I want to be one of the first 5-7 actors that they think about.  That way I am not depending on my agent, breakdowns or anything like that, but I’m doing my part to help the whole effort.

 

Now here’s the not so great part.  The audition just went “so so”.  I was rushing to get there and I didn’t stop to “FOCUS”.  I had another commitment on the other side of town that I was driving there from and I was the last actor to read.  No excuses, my fault, I had the time, even just 2 minutes to collect myself, but I rushed myself.  There were no other actors there so I went right in the room. 

 

I wasn’t horrible, I had some nice moment, I think.  It just wasn’t together like I would have liked.  Yes, I’m guilty; I yelled “F&%K!!!” a couple of times when I got back in the car.


NOVEMBER 18th ‘05*Audition: “Staples” @ Ross Lacy Casting.  It goes well. 

 

This afternoon I was back in the saddle as a reader for Natasha Cuba/Kelly Wagner @ Nancy Nayor Casting.  This ended up being a kind of a long session even though we didn’t see that many actors.  The director, Paddy Breathnach, was spending A LOT of time with everyone.  It was great to see such patience and also interesting to see people take direction – or not.  This was the last session before Paddy goes back to Dublin.

 

I’ll say it again – it’s so insightful being a reader.  It’s amazing to see these young actors come in that have so much going on – even though you have probably never heard of them.  Some of them will blow up in the coming years.  I witnessed one actress given the pros of doing the project even though it would totally take her out of her first pilot season here in LA. 

 

NOVEMBER 20th ‘05*Today is Mom’s birthday.  Wow, what a void.  BUT I am handling it well, much better than in the past.  I am so glad that she got to see some of my work before she passed. 

 

I think she raised me well and I hope I can do as much for the children I plan to have one day.  I often think back and wonder what kind of child my parents thought I was.  Well, I think it’s obvious what my father thought of me – not much, but that’s another story for another time.  I think my mom thought I was a little odd; at least quite different than what she was used to growing up in the projects just outside Philadelphia. 

 

I was a curious kid and I mean curious about everything.  I am still that way even today.  I was always interested in how things worked.  It’s funny, because looking back I probably seemed a bit like a “mommas boy”.  Nah, that wasn’t the case though.  It’s just that I wasn’t afraid of what people thought of me.  I mean, I remember @ 7 or 8 years old my mother teaching me to fry an egg or years later learning to make a box cake.  My mother, being a seamstress, could always count on me to help her hem her dresses and pants.  I took a foods class in high school; that was a convenient way for my extremely nerdy-ass to get next to some girls.  I had limited success at that.

 

I think the reason nobody really tested my “manhood” or I guess “boyhood” is that I had MAD SKILLS on my BMX bike, could ride the heck out of a motorcycle and I could fix things.  Oh yeah, I had skills on the neighborhood football field too.

 

I say all of this because even though most of what I did as a kid was foreign to my parents, they never really stopped me from doing the things I wanted.  I mean we used to catch snakes and frogs at the golf course and bring them home as pets.  I remember building a ramp and jumping over my VW bug in front of the house.  So I’m thankful that they never stopped us because those little things can prevent us from being free to pursue our lives.  I feel free to pursue mine and I thank my mom for that.  Happy Birthday Louise L. Fuller!!

 

NOVEMBER 21st ‘05*Callback: “Staples” YES!!  The call comes in this morning for a callback for the “Staples” spot I went in for on Friday.  I’m glad I’m finally at least getting callbacks for Ross Lacy, because he gives me more chances commercially than anyone else in this town.  For the longest while I wasn’t getting ANY callbacks for him, but that has changed recently.  This callback goes well so we’ll see.

 

Class tonight at Amy Lyndon's was great. 

 

NOVEMBER 22nd ‘05*Audition/Producers: “Jake in Progress” @ Megan Branman Casting.  This for a one day guest starring role. 

 

Audition: “Sealy Mattress” @ Keri Peyton Casting.

Oh yeah, I also got word that the episode of "Love, Inc." that I shot airs on December 15th.  Finally!!

 

NOVEMBER 24th ‘05*YES!!!!  I am leaving for Birmingham, Alabama this Thanksgiving morning and I cannot wait.  I am so ready for a break from most of my regular routine, but I’ll be back before I know it.

 

This is going to be a great trip.  I’m going to visit my sister and her family AND my youngest brother and his family are flying in from Virginia Beach as well.  I am really looking forward to spending time with them.  I love my family so much, I just wish there were more pockets of the great connection I have with some of my family members. 

 

We are also planning to visit the new aquarium in Atlanta that is billed as the largest one in the world.  It’s been a minute since I’ve been on a road trip; so this is great timing. 


NOVEMBER 28th ‘05*After a really long day of flying I am back in Los Angeles.  I had a great time in Birmingham, Alabama with my family.  It was so nice to get away from the big city hustle for a minute. 

 

Since I was the last one flying in my family was pretty much waiting for me to have dinner.  Let me tell you, I ate, I ate, I ate and I ate.  Typically, I eat very little and very slow.  I mean I’m like the slowest eater in the world.  Actually, if I eat too much or too fast I will usually get sick to my stomach.  BUT I love to eat!!  I’ve always been this way.  I weigh the same or even a little less than I did when I was in high school.  Fortunately, I didn’t get sick this time, I think because most of what I ate was home cooked stuff. 

 

For the first time in my life I went shopping on Black Friday, well I did more window shopping than anything else.  It was complete chaos.  Not really my thing, but interesting to watch nevertheless.  I had a much better time going to the outlet malls, I try to only do the “full price thing” when I really have to.

 

We also went to the newly opened Georgia Aquarium in Atlanta.  It was quite the spectacle, lots of fish and many other creatures.  I had never seen a penguin or touch a shark.  It was pretty cool, I recommend it.


My fishy friends at the Georgia Aquarium in Atlanta.

All in all, it was just great to be with my family again.  I’ll get to see them again in Virginia Beach in about 3 weeks. 

 

NOVEMBER 30th ‘05*Audition: “ABC-7” Promo @ Danny Goldman Casting.  I haven’t been in this office since Nov. 27th 2001.  Wow.  The audition goes well so hopefully I’ll be back on their radar in the future.

 

DECEMBER 1st ‘05*Audition: “Jack-in-the-Box” @ Alyson Horn Casting.  Ahh, this one went okay.  Callbacks are tomorrow, I have a feeling I won’t be getting one.

Audition: “Grape Nuts” @ Jessica J. Casting.
 This one went well.  I was a back packer having an encounter with a couple of bear.

 

DECEMBER 2nd ‘05*Audition: “Bud Light” @ Kathy Knowles Casting.  This went well, I was a back packer again having an encounter with a bear.

 

DECEMBER 3rd ‘05*A couple days ago I received an invitation for me and a guest to “Mekhi Phifer’s 3rd Annual Holiday Party”.  I was really surprised when I got it.  I’m not sure why; I just don’t expect these sorts of things.

 

This was to be a pretty big event with over 1,000 people on the guest list.  I guess that’s a lot of people.  I can barely get 8 people in my studio apartment.  Anyway we were instructed to park at the local high school, check-in and a shuttle would take us to his home where the event was being held.  When my date and I arrived there was already a line to check-in. 

 

Finally, after in a bit of time in the bitter, cold LA weather we were on the shuttle through the narrow, winding roads to his home.  The theme this was New York famous club Studio 54!!  My date and I had been to Mekhi’s house at the wrap party for the film he directed “Easier, Softer Way”.  His place was unbelievable to me then, but he took it to way beyond the norm.  What’s normal in Hollywood right?

 

The entire entrance to the estate was redone to resemble a New York club.  They even had club security and paparazzi taking photos of the guests as we entered.  There was even graffiti on the walls outside.  I was wondering how he was going to get 1,000+ people in his house. 

 

I was told that the set director from the film did his house for the party.  They basically covered much of the outside grounds thus making it also indoors.  There was all kinds of different rooms set up one with a blackjack/poker table, some more cosy, some wide open.  It was really, really cool.  After dancing for a good while with my date I finally figured out that we were actually on top of the pool.  Yeah, they had built this huge platform over the pool for the main dance floor. 

 

You couldn’t possibly see everyone that was there, but I did see a lot of people from the movie, cast and crew.  Some that I did see were rapper Nas, Meagan Good, Regina King, Danny Masterson, Jamie Foxx, Cedric the Entertainer and the always exciting Bobby Brown.  Thanks Mekhi!


Me and Bobby - PARTYING!!!  LOL!

DECEMBER 9th ‘05*Audition: “In Search of the Perfect White Woman” @ Maslar/Liem Casting.  Interesting title huh?  My agent seemed to be a little suspect about the project, but knows that the writer/director Alonzo Brown has a history in the industry.  Actually, he is the writer of 2003’s “Honey” starring Jessica Alba and Mekhi Phifer.

 

Can I say, again, that I really like my agents?  I mean when Caleigh called with the appointment I really got the feeling that she was rooting for me.  I like that feeling.

 

The character I’m reading for is “Derrick” a wannabe rapper trying to come up in the game.  He is really bad at rapping so that works well for me - Stephon.  If you are curious; I like “Derrick”, suck at rapping too.

 

“In Search of the Perfect White Woman”.  The title alone is sure to get some attention.  There is no imdb listing for the project so I googled the title to see what I could find.  Ha! I found a website exclusively devoted to White Women and their search for Black men.  WHAT!  Obviously, I know that interracial relationships are common; I’ve been in a few myself.  BUT I didn’t have any idea that the demand was this great; at least according to this site.  Wow, you can find anything and everything on the internet – even if you aren’t looking for it. 

 

Partners Ricki Maslar & Caroline Liem both greeted me warmly when I arrived at the office.  Actually, Ricki hired me several years ago in an indie film called “XCU”.  When Caroline took me in the room to audition writer/director Alonzo Brown immediately said he had seen me before in a film or TV project or something.  I haven’t really been in anything lately and didn’t wanna lie so I just paused and said “Good! – CUT!”.  That got a good laugh from the room; which helped me get in a groove to read.  The producer handed him my resume, he looked it over and seemed quite impressed.  That was a cool feeling. 

 

I always feel I have a bit more freedom with the text in a film audition vs. television so I was feeling quite free.  The read went well, really well.  I added a couple of extra things to the text and it just flowed for me.  I was happy with the results.  Oh yeah, this was one of the lead roles.

 

So I leave the office feeling really good and I’m waiting for the elevator to come and I hear “Stephon!”  I answer “Yes”.  It’s Caroline coming out to get me to say that the director wants me to read for another role – this time it’s “Rodney”, the lead in the film.  Cool.

 

So I go back in 45 minutes later and have a good read for “Rodney” as well.  I felt “Derrick” was a lot more fun, but I think on I may be more right for “Rodney”.  We’ll see.  I called Caleigh to tell her how it went and she was really, really excited.

 

This was a really good ending to the week because I haven’t been feeling like myself, physically, since returning from my Thanksgiving vacation.  I’m just really tired and not my normal motivated self.  I’ve been faking my way through it, just trying to make it through the next couple of weeks until I can go home and recharge.  It always happens like this before I go home, I kinda run myself really, really hard and then I leave town and return ready to rock and roll.  The cool thing is that I go home and really disengage from my LA hustle – which I think is good because it is a real hustle.

 

Last night was particularly bad, I was feeling horrible.  So bad that I cancelled a workshop I was scheduled for.  Get this, I love taking baths, but I rarely do because I don’t like my bathroom.  I usually only do it now when I stay in a hotel.  So last night I really want to take a bath, so I do.  I ran my water, took a couple of Nyquil, an Airborne pill and some Vitamin C.  I woke up later, naked in the tub, with no water in it!!  WHAT!!  Yeah, my brother laughed his ass off when I told him that.  I laughed my ass off too.  Being sick sucks!  I’ll be back though.  I think the next two weeks I’ll try to keep working out at the gym and start playing tennis with my new tennis racket.  I’m sure I’ll be doing drops and auditioning too.

 

I look forward to two more Nyquils tonight!  I’m gonna sleep like Sleeping Beauty tonight.  I can’t wait!

 

DECEMBER 12th ‘05*Audition: “AOL” @ Jeff Rosenman Casting.


DECEMBER 13th '05*Audition: “Toyota” @ Danny Goldman & Associates.  Cool, I’m glad to get back in this office so soon.  I was there about two weeks ago, but before that it had been like four years.

Audition/Producers: “My Name Is Earl” @ Dava Waite Casting. Wow, perfect timing! Why? Because I was randomly selected to vote for the 12th Annual Screen Actors Guild Awards in the Primetime Television Category. As a result I’ve been receiving a whole bunch of primetime television DVD's in the mail and just the other day I got a couple episodes of “My Name Is Earl”. I’ve seen the show before and like it a lot, but it’s always great to have a couple of fresh episodes right in front of you.

The creative team behind "My Name Is Earl" is the same team behind "Yes, Dear". Dava hired me for "Yes, Dear" and "Hot Properties" and I would love to get in on this one as well.

DECEMBER 14th '05*Audition: "Merrill Lynch" @ Ross Lacy Casting.

Callback: "Toyota" @ Danny Goldman & Associates.  Cool, I'm really glad to be getting a callback at this office.

My wonderful agents @ KSA are keeping me busy still and I so appreciate it.  One of the agents, Brooke, is driving winter items down to an orphange in Mexico.  So she put out an e-mail to request any items we could donate.  This was great for me because I was able to gather 4 bags of clothing to give.  I had been "meaning" to donate the clothing to a local organization, but her request made it so that actually "did" something about it.  Thanks Brooke and I think what you are doing is extremely generous.

DECEMBER 15th ‘05*Airing: “Love, Inc.” on UPN.  I shot this during the first the week of September and it was originally scheduled to air mid-October.  I’m not sure why the air-date was changed, I’m just glad it didn’t get totally scrapped.

I have to say, I was happy with how it turned out.  It would have been nice to have more dialogue, but I’ll get ‘em next time.  I’m going to finally put together a reel and I think there is a piece or two from the show I can use.

Now the question is:  Are they going to bring our characters, the geek/nerds, back?  I mean our situation was totally left open; the matchmakers didn’t help us at all.  They should bring us back for a couple of episodes and get us the help we desperately need to get some chicks.  Right?

DECEMBER 16th '05
*Audition: "DiGiorno's Pizza" @ Ross Lacy Casting.  .......hmmm this goes okay, not too great.  It's a long story, I don't think I was right for the part I read for.  I was right for another part and I knew it, but I was switched because one of the other actor didn't know the copy.  Anyway, callbacks are when I would be flying back from Virginia.  We'll see.

DECEMBER 17th ‘05
*Relationships!!!!!  Boy, they can be hard and they can be beautiful.  I’ve been through both let me tell you - hard and beautiful.  Actually, I won’t tell you, but I think most of us have experienced it.  Don’t get me wrong, I’ve dated some really amazing women in my day.  I’m quite sure I’m a handful to deal with and they probably have the scars to prove it!  Good luck to the women of the world!!!  Ha!

Anyway, tonight I was driving to one of my favorite stores, Costco, in Burbank.  I wasn’t feeling particularly great, personally.  Ya know, dealing with some “stuff”.  I was in the Media Center Mall area of Burbank to be exact.  I became familiar with the area a couple of years ago when I started dating someone who lived over there.  It just seems to be less stressful than the Miracle Mile area that I currently live in.  It has wider, smoother streets and there seems to be lots of parking.  I know, sounds crazy, huh?  Well, maybe it’s the side of me that has lived in this studio with no parking for 7 years.  Maybe it reminds me of being home in Virginia Beach.

Sure, I could just move over there, but I don’t want to move into another rental if I can help it and I don’t want to move into a rental with a roommate.  I mean, I’ve been paying rent here for 7 freakin’ years and I have nothing to show for it.  That is not a great feeling.

My ex and I actually flirted with the idea of buying something together, but I don’t think that would have been too smart for either of us.  She moved forward with the idea with her roommate and I think it has me consumed with doing something similar.  I don’t know how I could afford buying something by myself, I don’t have any male friends that I could think of doing something like that with and if I do it with a woman she’ll be my wife…..or at least fiancé…..I think.

I would, however, consider having a roommate if I had a mortgage.  Food for thought; something to think about while I’m on vacation.

Anyway, back to my Costco trip.  While turning left onto Victory from Magnolia I saw a car that was sitting in the intersection and it appeared to be stalled with nobody helping.  I immediately pulled over and jumped out to push the car out of the roadway.  Before I could even get there 3 men were there already pushing; THAT was a great thing for me to see.  It really warmed my heart.

Once the womans’ vehicle was safely off the road the other men cleared out in a flash.  I stayed to see if I could help in any way.  The driver, an older Mexican woman, was really stressed out with a very long un-lit cigarette in her mouth.  I asked her what was going on.  Obviously, the car wouldn’t start.  I wanted to figure out why.  It was trying to start, so the battery was fine.  She had fuel, but it wouldn’t run smoothly.  I think it was a bad fuel pump.  After a while of her trying to start it I asked if I could jump in and try it; she happily obliged.  I got it started, but it would idle very, very roughly and I didn’t think it would get her far.

Through her accent, she told me she was on her way to work at the same place that her daughter worked, somewhere up on Roscoe Blvd.  I hadn’t been up on Roscoe Blvd. since my car was towed and taken up there…..whole ‘nother story.

I wasn’t in a hurry so I offered to take her the rest of the way.  She was understandably hesitant and explained that it was her daughters’ car and she didn’t know what to do.  I asked if she had AAA and she replied “no”.  I didn’t want to leave her on the side of the road, but there wasn’t much more I could do so I offered her a ride again.  I told her I understood if she didn’t want to accept, but I am know one to be afraid of and that I “wanted” to help.  She looked at me for a moment and kinda sighed and said “I believe in God”.  I said “Great, I’ll be right back with my car”.

Oh yeah, that long-ass cigarette she had in her mouth was now lit.  I was curious if she would be so bold to smoke in my car, or at least try.  Nobody had smoked in my car before.  I was also curious if I would let her smoke in my car since she was already stressed out OR if I would save her from dying another day earlier and ask her to put it out.  When I went back to help her in my car the smoky stick was gone.

On the way to Roscoe Blvd I found out that her name was “Esther” her daughters’ name was also “Esther” I guess that makes her daughter a “Jr.” huh?  She explained that her daughter would be very, very angry to know that she took a ride with a stranger.  I told her I understood and suggested that she call her to let her know what was going on.  I guess she felt pretty comfortable with me because she didn’t feel the need to call.

After a 10 minute drive I left her safely at her place of employment.  It really felt great to be able to help someone tonight.  I wasn’t in the greatest place and that was the perfect medicine to make me feel better.  Thanks Esther and your daughters’ old ass Toyota Camry wit a jacked up fuel pump.  You helped me have a better night than I would have had without you.

DECEMBER 19th '05*This totally caught me surprise today.  I was talking to one of my younger brothers in Virginia about wanting to buy a condo or townhouse (what's the difference?) here in Los Angeles and he said that he would be interested in possibly buying a place together with me.  THAT was great news!!  It definitely made my day.  Afterall, since I don't have a wife yet, he is someone that is always going to be in my life.  I still have a lot to do before I even "really" get into the mental space of making it happen, but this is encouraging to even consider.

DECEMBER 21st ‘05
*Last week I called Ogilvy & Mather, the advertising agency in New York, to see if my “IBM” commercial had been renewed for another cycle.  During the last cycle they bought foreign use, which was a very nice surprise.  I’ve only actually seen the spot once before, but I did see it the other night on ABC/Monday Night Football while working out at the gym with my friend and two people called me to say they saw it at other times.  Several months ago they told me it probably would not run Class A, but it did a few times during the last cycle.

Anyway, when I talked to them last week I requested a copy and the gentleman said he would "pass the word" to the accounting department.  To be honest, it didn’t sound like I would really get a copy that easy.  Sure enough, FedEx delivers the tape today.  Enclosed was a very nice note from the Assistant Account Executive who said that due to the delay of the next “IBM” campaign launch I would start seeing my spot airing on Network TV.  THAT is great news, really great news.  I just need to move pass the “on avail” step more often.  I think a commercial class is in my future for early ’06.

DECEMBER 24th ‘05*FINALLY!!  I’m leaving LA for the holidays!  I am SO glad to be going home.  I wish I would have left about 3 days ago, but I elected to stay until the bitter end because I didn’t want to take a chance on having to change my plane ticket.  Of course, I didn’t have any appointments all week.  Go figure.

 

DECEMBER 25th ‘05*MERRY CHRISTMAS!!  I had a great day except for a stiff neck for some reason.  I got some cool things too, which is always a bonus because I don’t expect anything other than some time off.  One thing that was really unique from a very, very special person was a couple of t-shirt with my name on it.  It’s kind of a long story……but they are cool.  Another thing was my little brother selling me one of his motorcycles at a really, really low price.  I always had a bike to ride, but now I officially have my own bike.  Thanks Jeff.

 

DECEMBER 28th ‘05*Today I get to go motocross riding for the first time since July.  This was a great day, because I had a chance to just ride lap after lap.  I felt I learned a lot, but my little brother came to the track after work and beat me.  After all, he rides way more than I do.  I am getting better though AND I didn’t get hurt.

 

DECEMBER 31st ‘05*NEW YEARS EVE!!  ’05 is over!  It was a pretty good year for me.  I am looking for ’06 to be much better in many ways.  I’m usually pretty low-key on New Years, but this year I had a very, dear friend to spend it with and I actually kinda hollered and hooted like something was really happening.  Well, something was happening; I’m just not sure what it was.  

 

JANUARY 1st ‘06*Today is the day for the big family outing to the motocross track.  Between the family and others in the neighborhood it ended up being about 14 people going.  The weather was nice and we had a great time. 

 

My friend who was visiting got a chance to see me ride after hearing me talk about it for so long.  I think she was surprised to see me so spooked when I first arrived at the track because I didn’t want to get hurt.  I know how dangerous it is and I need to go back to LA healthy.  It was really just a matter of me taking a moment to realize what I was about to do on the motorcycle.

 

She was supportive and I eventually warmed up and had a good day.  My little brother still beat me though, but I’m telling you it would be a different story if I rode as often as he did. 

 

In the first race I got out front and made it through a couple of turns, the first set of doubles and then lost it on the second set of doubles.  It was the coolest crash.  I knew I didn’t have the speed to make the second set of doubles, but I went for it anyway.  Not smart. 

 

About two-thirds of the way through, still in the air, I tried to bale off the bike, but I couldn’t get away from it on the landing.  The bike landed on both wheels and I landed very softly with my butt on the seat.  The only problem was that my left leg was on the handlebars.  The bike just kept rolling about 10-15 feet until it just fell over.   By this time I went from 1st to 4th.  I picked up the bike with the engine still running and got back in the race.  I think it was the most comfortable crash I’ve ever had.

 

My brother Todd and our friend Tommy and Jeff opened up a nice lead on me.  I felt I could catch my brother Jeff.  Sure enough, I paced myself, caught and passed Jeff like a stalker.  All in all I felt good.

 

We raced a couple of more times and I was never able to beat Todd or Tommy, but I waxed Jeff’s’ ass every time.  I’ll keep working at it.

 

JANUARY 3rd ‘06*Wow, that was quick!  It’s already time to return to LA.  This was an interesting trip for a couple of different reasons.  Most of the time it was fantastic, and part of the time not so fantastic.  All in all it was really cool.  I absolutely love the fact that I’m really getting to see my younger niece and nephew grow up.  They “really” know who I am and I love it.  I am fortunate to have the bond that I do with my family. 

 

Matter of fact my younger brother Jeff is coming to visit me in a couple of weeks and then my other younger brother Todd and his son are coming a couple of weeks after that.  While they’re here we’re going to Supercross races in Anaheim. 

 

Planes and tears seem to go hand in hand with me.  I used to love to fly.  I still do, but it brings back so many memories of flying back and forth when my mother was sick.  It always catches me by surprise, but at least once while flying you will catch me bawling my eyes out.  I find that they best way to deal with it is to not fight it; just let the tears flow and flow they do.

 

JANUARY 4th ‘06*Back in LA and getting up to speed.  When I return to town I always want my agents to see me in the flesh so I stop by both offices.  I get the feeling from both offices that it’s getting ready to be really busy.  I’m ready for ’06!!

 

JANUARY 6th '06*Wow!  Welcome back to the biz.  Alicia, Brooke, Jenny, Tracy, Don and Rose, my agents and assistants @ KSA seem to be really be in the business of "get Stephon Fuller a job!".  I love it. I had 5 auditions today; four commercially and one for print.

 

They are doing what they are expected to do and more......now I have to do my part.  I had a pretty good day.  They say "you can't have it all" and I don’t, but I've got a lot.  I really do.  In the biz and out.

 

Audition: "T-mobile" @ Spot Casting.  This is a mistake that I have made before and I have to stop.  When the call came in from my agent, they told me "sides are available @ LA Casting".  For some reason I forget over and over to download and prepare the sides that are "available @ LA Casting".  I guess because commercials don’t usually have too much copy. 

 

So, of course, I get to the audition at the Casting Studios and within 30 seconds they are taking my photo and bringing me in the room.  It wasn't a lot of dialogue, but enough that I needed to know what I was doing.  Fortunately, my wonderful auditioning partner, who had heard the group explanation, was more than willing to help.  In the end, the audition went great.

 

Audition: "K-mart" @ Joe Blake Casting.  This was great because my auditioning partner was Dionne Lea.  Dionne and I did a play together back in '97 when I lived in New York.  It's always great to see people from years ago that are still in the game.

 

Audition: "Dairy Queen" @ Joe Blake Casting.  Another one that goes well.

 

Audition/Print Go-See: "Audi" @ Brigid McBride Casting.  I get to the location in Venice 90-minutes late because of some of the other appointments running long.  5 digital pics and I’m in and out pretty quick.

 

Audition: “Wendy’s” @ Ross Lacy Casting.  Fortunately, I was still able to get seen for this one; I was an hour late.  Actually, my auditioning partner from the “Dairy Queen” spot earlier was my partner for this one too.  This caps a great day of running around LA.

JANUARY 9th ‘06*Callback: “K-mart” @ Joe Blake Casting.   I felt this went well.  I have worked with the director, Brian Aldrich, twice in the past, but I don’t think he remembered me.  I took his direction and did what he asked me to do……I think.

 

JANUARY 10th ‘06*Audition: “Sprint” @ Ross Lacy.  This was mostly improv and my partner was great.  Actually, he looked just like my friend Alan Heitz and has the same comic sensibilities; they look and act JUST alike.  I also ran into Kevin Christy at the audition.  I’ve worked with Kevin twice in the past, most recently on “Love, Inc.”.  We both currently have “IBM” spots running.  He’s like on a first name basis with the “IBM” people; he’s appeared in numerous spots for them.  I hope both of our spots keep running.

Today would have been the 46-year anniversary of my parent’s marriage – wow. That’s a long time. I don’t know if that’ll happen for me, I’m getting a late start. Maybe if I live until I’m 140.

 

JANUARY 13th ‘06*Wow, pilot season has officially begun for me.  I don’t usually get any pilot auditions this early in the season, but my agent called with one today.  Hopefully, between this and my commercial activity it will be a busy Spring.  I really wanna keep myself busy and then leave LA for a vacation in June.  I’m thinking of going to Europe to visit my older brother and see my new niece.  Gotta make some cheese first though!!

 

Audition/Pilot: “Sex, Money, Love & Politics” @ Jill Anthony & Associates.

JANUARY 16th '06*Audition: "McDonald's" @ Ross Lacy Casting.

JANUARY 18th '06*Audition: "OSH Hardware" @ Alyson Horn Casting.  This goes well.

 

Audition: "The Shield" @ FMW Casting.  This was a three page scene as a gay character having a little "war of words" with one of the regular cops on the show.  It went well and I think I'm very right for it.  Hopefully, I'll get a callback.

 

Audition: "Prudential" @ Sheila Manning Casting.  This audition was a lot of fun.  I played a 40-year old father with a wife and two kids.  WHAT!!!  Yeah, 40!  Oh well; I guess Sheila has quite an imagination...cool.  My family was incredible, we had the best time.


JANUARY 20th '06*Audition: "Safeway" @ Sheila Manning Casting.

 

Audition/Producers: "Courting Alex" @ Jill Anthony & Associates.   My life is getting in the way of…….my life.  So much that, for the first time I missed a producer session.  Yeah, I entered "2:40pm" instead of "2:15pm" into my schedule.  I'm going crazy - literally.

 

I got to the office, signed in…….waited…..and waited.  Finally, right as I was re-checking the time on my voicemail the assistant came to tell me that the associate, Beth Soike, was on the phone and wanted to talk to me.   She said she was sorry but they wouldn't be able to see me.  The session had ended and the producers were gone.  That is when I realized I had the wrong time.  I apologized profusely and she seemed to be okay with it.  I felt horrible and so irresponsible.  I have got to get things back on track or I'm going to lose my mind.  Not good. 

 

I especially hated missing this because I was in this same casting office last week for a series regular on a pilot and was really glad to get back in so soon.  Also, I saw a couple of friends on the sign-in sheet that I would have loved to possibly work with, Mike McGill and Bruno Amato.  I later found out that Bruno booked one of the roles.  Go Bruno!!


JANUARY 23rd '06*Audition/Producers: "House" @ Amy Lippens Casting.  I felt good about this one; I did what I set out to do.


JANUARY 24th '06*Audition: "Washington Mutual" @ Alyson Horn Casting.  Lots and lots of dialogue, I did pretty good with it.  They were patient with me and gave me a couple of tries.

 

After the audition I was interviewed for a research study by a UCLA graduate student.  It was about how working actors construct their sense of being within their professional settings.  It was anonymous so I won't be held accountable for what I said.  That’s probably a good thing because my head was spinning the whole time.

 

Callback/Avail: "McDonald's" @ Ross Lacy Casting.  I still haven't booked in years at this office, but my callback ratio has improved somewhat.  I guess that's a good start.  The callback goes really well, they kept me and my partner in the room for a good while.  I assume they saw something they like in her, me or us.  I would love to book this spot; it's been a while sense I've done a fast-food commercial.  My agent informs me later to say that I made it to the next round and am still on avail.  Cool!  

 

Audition: "Texaco" @ TLC/Booth Casting.  This one goes well and I think I'm right for it.


JANUARY 25th '06*Audition:  "The Learning Channel" @ Melissa Martin Casting.  I haven't been to this office in a while.  The read goes great.


JANUARY 27th ‘06*Tonight I get the call that I’ve been officially released from the “McDonald’s” avail.  No big surprise there.  The role was an almost haunting parallel to what I am going through in my life right now.

JANUARY 30th '06*Audition: "According to Jim" @ Zane/Pillsbury Casting.  I went on tape for producers and felt really good about it.  Gayle Pillsbury is really, really cool and a pleasure to read for.  It would be nice to book something........and soon.

JANUARY 31st '06*Audition: "Bremer Bank" @ Craig Colvin Casting.  Ahh….it goes ok.  I don’t think I really “got it”.

FEBRUARY 3rd '06*Tonight my youngest brother Todd and his son arrived from Virginia Beach